Sing me to sleep

I didn't want to come home for the holidays to see family.
I don't give a damn if I see them or not.
I only wanted to come back to see my best friend.
I was told I won't be coming back for the holidays.
I'm able to take bad news very well.
I'm used to it.
I'm used to things going wrong.
This time I couldn't hold back the tears.
I miss my best friend.
All I wanted was to see my best friend.
I won't get to though.
She's the only person I really care about and trust.
She's the only reason I'm still here.